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Rachel Coleman ([personal profile] rmc28) wrote2025-05-12 09:36 pm

90% of the weekend was great ...

I managed to kick my cold enough to play the ice hockey tournament Saturday and Sunday afternoons. One of my teammates gave me a lift from Cambridge rink to Romford each day. It's an easy drive and we get on well, and the tournament itself was great fun. Exhausting, but fun and definitely great for developing and improving play. The other four teams playing were pretty friendly and we made some connections and enthusiasm for playing more games against each other as individual teams.

Unfortunately my ride home got injured in the last few seconds of the last game of the tournament on Sunday evening, a "needs A&E and good drugs" level injury. So I went with him to the local A&E on the grounds they'd probably want a responsible non-drugged adult to get him home, and it'd only be a few hours, right? Ahahaha, it was 16 hours before we got out and it was not a good experience.

I got no sleep at all but at least got plenty of rest sitting on terrible waiting room chairs and plenty of time to stretch and loosen up as my body started to notice all the ways it was sore after playing the tournament. My injured buddy was left in serious pain for over 6 hours, but when he was finally treated he was able to sleep a fair bit in the hospital bed while we waited in assorted places to get assorted scans and tests done that were apparently necessary to discharge him, but not necessary to do with any urgency or information about how long each step would take. Beds in corridors everywhere, a "ward" that was simply a closed off section of corridor where beds were stashed holding people waiting for scans and tests, not a lot of dignity and just no urgency at all about pain management. My buddy was very stoic but shouldn't have had to be.

Also neither of us had showered between "playing lots of ice hockey" and "showing up at A&E", so very sorry to anyone who had to sit too near either of us.

I got a very minimal amount of work done today on my phone from the hospital, but went to bed for a few hours as soon as I finally got home and feel more human now. I will have to figure out whether I take leave for today or make up the effort elsewhere in the week. But that is a problem for tomorrow; tonight I'm hoping to reset my sleep schedule by going to bed on time.

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isostone ([personal profile] isostone) wrote in [community profile] little_details2025-05-12 01:52 pm

Mapping of multiple in-game planets

Hello! I'm currently working on a project for a character who is a amateur (but enthusiastic) cartographer. They exist in the world of Outer Wilds, a game with multiple simulated planets(none more than a few kilometers in diameter). The simulated planets each have their own gimmicks (i.e Brittle Hollow, a hollow planet with a black hole in the center. Its crust falls into the black hole during gameplay, and most of what you can explore is under the crust).
How might I go about mapping these places in a way that'd be accurate and believable in the sense that my character could have drawn them up while exploring? What sort of notes should I be taking?
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Muccamukk ([personal profile] muccamukk) wrote2025-05-12 09:52 am

Reading Recap (Early March)

Rainbow heart sticker The Adversary by Michael Crummey
Given that I loathed The Innocents, I was hesitant about going back in for another round when this was the book club pick, but I ended up enjoying it more than I thought I would (note the extremely low bar). It's a companion to The Innocents, and probably expects you to have read it, taking place over the exact same time frame, but in the nearest town, rather than the fishing outpost. I said to book club that the ending of the first one was more optimistic: They have the incest baby, and get to move to town! Hooray! but then you hear about what's happening in the town. Might not work out super well for them, it turns out. That town is not doing great.

The Adversary orbits around a pair of siblings vying for control of the local industries. The brother is monstrous, ego-driven and cruel. He rules through money and brute force, and everyone else has to put up with it because what are the other choices? The sister is initially presented as more sympathetic: a widow, a Quaker, gender non conforming, just trying her best in a world weighted against her. As the book progresses, largely from the point of view of another pair of siblings in her domestic service (Crummey appears to be really into siblings), the more we learn about the Widow, the more horrifying she turns out to be: the other side of her brother's coin.

Carnage ensues, and then ensures again, and again, as the tension and violence ramp up, and everyone in the town suffers for it. It takes the misery porn of the first one, and twists it enough, that for me it tipped over into a popcorn-worthy rolling catastrophe. Just don't get attached to any of the characters, or their pets. Also, this one is like... 96% incest free.

If Crummey writes a sequel about what happens to the Innocents when they get to this shit show, I'll be there with bells on.


All Our Ordinary Stories by Teresa Wong
Graphic novel memoir about a Chinese-Canadian woman trying to come to terms with her heritage when her parents are incredibly closed about what that might be, and her children just don't have a connection to China. It flashes back and forth between present day when Wong's mother has dementia, and her last chance of learning more seems to be slipping away, and scraps of the past stitched together into a haphazard quilt. We learn about both her parents literally swimming to freedom escaping Mainland China for then British Hong Kong, then generations before travelling to Canada, and how fluid moving back and forth between countries and cultures could be even when racist Canada didn't want Chinese there, and Mao's China didn't want any permeation of non-Chinese ideas.

The art is quite plain for most of the time, with huge gorgeous set pieces for some of the flashbacks. There's a lot about language and trying to find points of connection, or trying to find yourself in stories (The Joy Luck Club is one of Wong's favourite movies, but her mother finds it dull and wanders off in the middle of it, denying Wong's fantasy of bonding via literature). At times, it felt a little slow paced, even though it's overall a very fast read.

Canada Reads longlist title, that I would've been happy to see on the shortlist.


The Knowing by Tanya Talaga
A combination of family history and the colonialist history of Canada, Talaga tries to trace the story of one of her ancestors, with only the bare bones and often inaccurate paper trail left by colonial authorities. Each record she finds, she tries to put into cultural context around what was happening at the time, both from what family histories she can put together, and in terms of the slow roll of official genocide. Talaga intertwines her family's history with the public revelations about mass graves at old residential school sites, and the social and political reactions to that, which occurred while she was writing.

As one might expect, it's both very good, and quite depressing. That said, I really appreciated how well she recreated the story, and the networks around each person that created a possibility for them and their stories to survive, even if they didn't always make it. It's optimistic, in its way, in how it foregrounds perseverance and community. Really powerful stuff.

I also liked that Talaga doesn't assume what her ancestors must have been feeling. She suggests some motivations, and provide context for those ideas, but never tries to take the voice of those who remain without any of their own words in the record.


Becoming a Matriarch by Helen Knott
Canada Reads Longlist, again. This is a sequel to Knott's first memoir (which I haven't read, but understand was mostly about overcoming substance abuse issues), about her mother and grandmother dying within the span of six months, and trying to work out what it means that she's now one of the female elders in her community. She examines examples of female leadership in her family, and what it might look like to either embody or reject those traditions. She wants to know how much toxic colonial culture caused those women to act in dysfunctional ways, what was a coping mechanism that was needed to survive at the time but no longer works, and what she herself should try to carry forward. Knott is very open about her own dysfunction and bad coping mechanisms, and difficult is can be to give them up and start something better (presumably expanded upon in her previous memoir). I liked the way the story built, with added context layered in as she moved forward through her healing journey, a sort of double wholeness emerging.


Clyde Fans by Seth
Canada Reads Longlist, the last (There's a couple books I haven't yet read, but idk if I'll get around to them). A graphic novel about a pair of brothers running a small company making and selling fans, starting in the post-WWII industrial boom, going forward to the collapse of the company when it's driven out of business by less-expensive imports. The older brother prides himself on being a good businessman and an exceptional salesman, constantly reliving his glory days as he wonders through the shuttered sales room and offices. We learn about the younger brother more slowly: first from his elder's dismissive stories, then from longer sections from his point of view, and the one time he tried to do a sales trip (one of the most bang on depictions of social anxiety I've ever seen).

It took Seth about twenty years to complete this, so the art style changes a bit over time, but it's mostly stark black and white, the tone conveyed through setting as much as character or dialogue. I think it'd benefit from reading again, despite its grindingly slow pace, to highlight the differing versions of events. It's contemplative and quietly told, and much of it is about the ways that capitalism and expectations of masculinity in mid-century North America will grind you down, no matter how well you play the game (or don't).
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silvercat17 ([personal profile] silvercat17) wrote in [community profile] justcreate2025-05-10 01:02 pm

Just Create - Three Weeks for Dreamwidth week 3

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Are there any cool events or challenges happening that you want to hype?

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Chores and other not-fun things count!

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Rachel Coleman ([personal profile] rmc28) wrote2025-05-09 10:37 pm
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my bad habits lead to you

Goodness having a cold is dull. I spent most of yesterday resting/asleep, felt able to work today, but did it from home and definitely favoured the easier tasks from the todo list. I skipped indoor cricket this afternoon, and TriBase scrimmage tonight, in favour of continuing the recovery curve enough to play an ice hockey tournament this weekend.

I have successfully wrangled a car pool for the Kodiaks B to go to Gosport next weekend, which includes me driving a hired 9-seater, whee. Car pooling has been wrangled, mostly not by me, to get Warbirds to Romford tomorrow and Sunday. (The women's team and the mostly-men's team living up to stereotypes about planning, not for the first time.) The weekend after Gosport is playoffs in Sheffield, where we see if Kodiaks A can win promotion to the next division, and as a bonus I can meet up with my mother-in-law.

A couple of weeks before my Czech holiday I started taking all the morning school runs while Tony took the afternoons, after a long period where it was mostly the other way around. It is suiting me much more than I had expected, and has also led to me going to the office a lot more. Essentially, once I've cycled to school, it's as easy to go to the office as to go home, and usually I'll go to the office. Partly because my role and personality make "useful spontaneous in-person conversations" more likely to happen. Partly because once I'm on site, it's easier to take advantage of the university's Active Staff programme. I'm generally only working from home now when not-quite-well (as today) or if my schedule is All Online Meetings All The Time. The downside of the office is I have no privacy at the hotdesks and need to use a pod for meetings. I quite like the pods, but not for hours on end.

Active Staff is a recent initiative of the University Sports Service. Through it, I can get two exercise classes a week for free (mostly yoga, pilates and similar) and additional ones at the Sports Centre on a PAYG basis. While the most popular classes often book out really fast, people seem pretty good about cancelling if they can't make it, so a space often pops up the night before or morning of. I can also join the indoor cricket and table tennis "Give It A Go" sessions which are shared with students, which is how I've ended up playing cricket again for the first time since I was a teenager. It's not helping my workload problem but it's not making it worse, and it is bringing me a fair bit of joy, so I'll call it a win.

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bluerosekatie ([personal profile] bluerosekatie) wrote in [community profile] little_details2025-05-09 02:08 pm

Theobromine/chocolate poisoning in a human-bird hybrid character

Hello!

I have been looking into chocolate toxicity as it occurs in birds, since I want to write a scene where a human character with significant amounts of bird DNA tries chocolate and regrets it. I'm not planning on killing her, but I do want to figure out an accurate amount of chocolate to give her for it to make sense. Looking at the treatment methods, I would probably want a milder case of theobromine poisoning but enough to be a close call, if that makes sense. How much chocolate do you think she'd need to have, and what would be the proper course of treatment?
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Hello, Ladies ([personal profile] helloladies) wrote in [community profile] ladybusiness2025-05-09 12:20 am

Sidetracks - May 9, 2025

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Socchan ([personal profile] soc_puppet) wrote in [community profile] queerly_beloved2025-05-08 09:55 pm

Thursday Recs

I can't think of any flavor text this week 😅 Uh, happy Three Weeks for Dreamwidth ([community profile] 3weeks4dreamwidth)?


Do you have a rec for this week? Just reply to this post with something queer or queer-adjacent (such as, soap made by a queer person that isn't necessarily queer themed) that you'd, well, recommend. Self-recs are welcome, as are recs for fandom-related content!

Or have you tried something that's been recced here? Do you have your own report to share about it? I'd love to hear about it!
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Rachel Coleman ([personal profile] rmc28) wrote2025-05-08 06:39 pm

Events of note: since the Czech holiday

Thu 24 Apr: tried out a Learn to Play session at Alexandra Palace. It's a great session, the coach is good, but it's very late at night - so late it's not actually possible to get home by public transport afterward. My friend P drove us (now she has an ULEZ-compliant car) but we got home at 2am and my alarm goes off at 7am and I was really struggling on Friday. In theory I would like to go again, but in practice I haven't felt up to it since.

Sat 26 Apr: away game for Kodiaks B in Oxford. Our first away game of the season, our first game with none of our league players, and my first game as Captain. We lost 7-17 but it was honestly a good-tempered and positive atmosphere and some fantastic learning and effort displayed. Our goalie was playing her first full game ever (having played ten minutes in our previous game), and you could see her improving almost minute by minute.

Sun 27 Apr: social visit to [personal profile] beckyc and S, then a lift with one of the Kodiaks A players and her dad from Huntingdon to Peterborough to watch the league team beat Peterborough 15-2 and secure the top spot in WNIHL 2S. Then a lift back with a different player to Cambridge in time for bed Sunday evening.

Thu 1 May: outdoor cricket game, my first this century (hehe). An internal game to warm up for the summer, as West Cambridge has enough people for two teams. I enjoyed fielding, got over my nerves enough to (badly) bowl a single over, and ended up in bat for rather longer than expected. Mostly due to my batting partner, but I at least managed not to do anything catastrophic when I was facing the ball.

Fri 2 May: summer scrimmages with TriBase are back, so I went along; it's the first time I've played with this team since September, and I was pleasantly surprised by how much I've improved since then. (Don't get me wrong, I'm still not really up to their standard, but the gap has closed a lot and I'm keeping up a lot better.)

Sat 3 May: last Kodiaks A home game of the season, this time for the league Cup, which they also won. I have finally built a confident enough team for the off-ice work that I could stay entirely on front-of-house during the game, freeing up our steady ticket sales volunteer to watch a whole game. I missed quite a bit of it due to talking to people (shocking I know).

Sun 4 May: trip to London for a hockey friend's birthday, but with bonus addition of brunch beforehand at Dishoom with my baby sibling. The bottomless house chai is still my favourite. The birthday celebration was outdoors in a park, and the weather got steadily chillier as the afternoon went on. I managed to leave my sunhat behind in my friend's flat (this is the hat I bought in San Sebastián last summer after losing the previous sunhat somewhere on a hill, itself a replacement for one I left on a train earlier that summer), but it will make its way back to me eventually, I'm sure.

Mon 5 May: over to see [personal profile] naath in Bury St Edmunds, where I got caught in the traditional Bank Holiday rain on the way to get lunch from M&S. You know you're not in Cambridge any more when there are dozens of car parking spaces on the high street but no cycle racks.

This afternoon I should have been playing cricket again with West Cambridge after work, but I started going down with a cold yesterday afternoon and have spent most of the time since in bed feeling sorry for myself. I am really hoping to be recovered by Saturday as I have an ice hockey tournament to play with Warbirds on both Saturday and Sunday afternoons. I also have a bunch of things I want to do tomorrow, but I guess I'll just have to see how I'm doing in the morning. (We have covid tests still, they've all come back negative, but even "just a cold" is a miserable experience, ugh, so I'm attempting to avoid sharing it with the household or indeed anyone else.)

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Rachel Coleman ([personal profile] rmc28) wrote2025-05-08 05:19 pm

Events of note: holiday

Oops, it's been about three weeks since my last update of substance: I was in Czechia with C, and anticipating the last five games of Women's Worlds. I think literally none of those last five games went the way I wanted, but I'm very glad to have watched them and been part of the highest attendance ever for the Women's Worlds tournament. (Breaking audience records for women's sports! yet again!).

Sunday night, after the gold medal game, we hung out with some new friends in a bar. Afterwards, very slowly saying goodbye in the main square (I'm on a groupchat now, yay), we saw pretty much the entire Finnish team walk past dressed to the nines and wearing their bronze medals. I went to bed far too late given the time we had to get up in the morning, but no regrets.

Monday (Easter Monday), we left České Budějovice on a train at 8am, changed at Linz, had nearly four hours stopover in Frankfurt (boat tour, discovered the Too Good To Go app works there and thus picked up some delicious curry for dinner) and arrived in Paris at 11pm, checking into a hotel a very short walk from Gare de l'Est.

Tuesday we walked up and down the steps of the Eiffel Tower (to the second floor, they don't let you walk up the really high bit), took a boat tour with a really mediocre audio guide, had the most delicious lunch in a very cramped restaurant on the Île de la Cité, got fancy ice cream from the Île Saint Louis and walked from the Seine right back to our hotel for the luggage, onward to Gare du Nord and the Eurostar and home.

Wednesday morning I was back at work, the children were both back at school, and Wednesday evening I was back at hockey practice. And since then my life has reverted to the usual whirl of work, family, ice hockey, with a new summer addition of cricket with the West Cambridge team. (Obviously one sport with a concussion risk was insufficient.)

České Budějovice seems like a world away now, nearly three weeks ago: I am very glad I went, I am very glad to have had C's company on the trip, and I'm very grateful to Tony for keeping the lights on and taking care of N at home so we could go. I could write several long posts just about the tournament to be honest but the short version: it was really good ice hockey, it was an amazing experience, it was exhausting and slightly crazy. Czechia treated it like a serious tournament and the fans showed up in response. I very much want to go to future Women's Worlds, if I can afford to.

I miss that little city and the beautiful, very walkable, historic centre. Like but not like Cambridge in a lot of ways. The hostel worked well for us, the weather was lovely almost every day of our stay, and we got the budget about right. Six months of Duolingo Czech was very far from sufficient, but I could at least manage please and thank you and simple food & drink orders. I still want to do better, and I'm going to Prague for a hockey camp in June, so I'll keep persevering I guess.

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Rachel Coleman ([personal profile] rmc28) wrote2025-05-07 10:13 pm

To-read pile, 2025, April

Books on pre-order:

  1. Queen Demon (Rising World 2) by Martha Wells (7 Oct 2025)

One book acquired in April (and not yet read):

  1. Radio Silence (Off the Grid 1) by Alyssa Cole

Borrowed books read in April:

  1. On The Edge (SCU Hockey 3) by J.J. Mulder [8]
  2. Impossible Creatures by Katherine Rundell
  3. Aftermath (Vino and Veritas) by L.A. Witt [8]
  4. The Secret Life of Cows by Rosamund Young [2][6]

Did not read (or listen) to many books in April, and sadly broke my streak of reading everything acquired this year. For now I've cancelled KU again and intend to work through the largeish stack of unread library books and maybe even some of the unread acquisitions of the last year.

[1] Pre-order
[2] Audiobook
[3] Physical book
[4] Crowdfunding
[5] Goodbye read
[6] Cambridgeshire Reads/Listens
[7] FaRoFeb / FaRoCation / Bookmas / HRBC
[8] Prime Reading / Kindle Unlimited

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Muccamukk ([personal profile] muccamukk) wrote2025-05-07 01:36 pm

Links List: Politics/Pop Culture/Combination of Said

Fun Videos:
[youtube.com profile] QwithTomPower: Interview with Stellan Skarsgård.
Charming and insightful.

[youtube.com profile] CBS8SanDiego: San Diego Bay showing signs of improvement after reef balls installed.
SCIENCE!

[instagram.com profile] tawnyplatis: I can’t believe you think Xena didn’t deserve in it’s own video as one of the greatest bi awakenings of all time 😭.
Hilariously on point.


Politics. Happening on the Internet. Sometimes Involving Bots:
The Guardian: ‘It’s the misogyny slop ecosystem!’ How Candace Owens and the American right declared war on Blake Lively.
This demarcation of ideal femininity, at least in the US, is rooted in a very particular reactionary, authoritarian politics.

Wired: This ‘College Protester’ Isn’t Real. It’s an AI-Powered Undercover Bot for Cops.
A major concern regarding the use of the application is that the government should not be monitoring each and every citizen.

Jason Sanford: Genre Grapevine on the 2025 Seattle Worldcon AI Fallout.
Summary of the situation as of yesterday morning, including the resignations of the Hugo admins, not including the recent statement (below).

Seattle WorldCon 2025: May 6th Statement From Chair and Program Division Head.
So that's all clear as mud. I'm rapidly losing my ability to care, tbh.

[personal profile] rydra_wong: For Trans+ History Week.
Links to digitised copies of wonderful old zines. Which falls under Politics on the Internet, but involves no bots of any kind (thank Christ).