Just came upon your corner of the internet. I like your work. It's intelligent and thoughtful and I don't wonder someone as thoughtful about social justice and power structures gets depressed sometimes. Hang in there. Get some distance where you can and - I'm assuming you are quite young? - it gets easier with age, coping with all the thinking, expressing and caring, empowering even. And hey, we're all a little dark with this change in political landscape.
All the best.
L.