I am so tired of being called "acceptable collateral damage" in the fight against covid. I had one person in a so-called safe group tell me I should be sacrificed for the greater good! These comments - both to my face and speaking in "general terms" but clearly aimed at people like me - are enough to push me to suicidal thoughts again - and I am having great difficulty getting affordable mental health care that doesn't have a 30-52 week wait...